halo forest

It has been a while already since the 1st day I’m selected and enrolled into this very-idol course organized by Halo. Halo forest has since then becoming my second school of learning after UTM. It is fun, it is happy, it is exciting and also it is challenging. Being one of the 96 selected from thousands… somehow I feel proud of myself for at least good at something I’m seriously interested in… in the other hand…I’ve chance to gain new experience as well.

Singing and performing has always been my dream since I was a kid. Being in Halo Forest, no doubt that it is a good time for learning though it is pretty intense in such a way.

Well...actual fact… I do feel that I don’t really learn much on what I’ve always expected to achieve… BUT… in the other hand… I’ve won something else in return… I’ve won friends and teachers…

Knowing so many people who share the same interest at the same time somehow sounds to be miraculous… to share same thoughts and vision with someone with different background and born from the other planet also…. Seems to be a phenomenon… knowing a bunch of crazy friends… it’s another bonus credit I got from the course.

Well… don’t really know how to express my point of view at such a time but anyway… just wanna say that I do appreciate what I’m having now n I do appreciate you guys to be part of my life… to my good friends!!!

‘Happily ever after’ is a utopian story… but still we’re hoping for lasting memories and enduring friendship…..

u... i've hell quota for u~

p.s: Jean has taught me that there're basically three main races in Malaysia... which are the Milk... Milo... and last but not least... the KopiO s ...


It has been quite long d since the last time I curse someone badly… now… after days or even weeks…. Here I come again…

I’m back to bitch…



Stupid KopiO lorry driver who bang my car…u deserved in hell…
You irresponsible bastard drive like a pig with no brain and I’m so sure that you have shit for your meal everyday… which resulted in ur moronic behavior who ran away after committing such a crime~!!

Cipet KopiO taxi drivers outside ridzuan condo… you too… go join your ah-neh lorry driver on the Q to hell… there’s more then just enough place for yall to bury your ass and ur empty skull… helping ur animal-friend-lorry driver to run away after that accident is the stupidest thing a living human will certainly do… I curse u idiots… go to hell~

I’m not trying to be racist here but hey… the kopiO s… look at urself and look at ur own community la… its not that we’re purposely looking down on u… tell us what have u and ur frens done to the society? Ok…I admit that there’re a number of outstanding KopiO lawyers and doctors out there but… majority still have the shitty mentality… oh god… I’m not trying to be harsh or rude but tragedies have been happening again and again on me or even on ma friends… which caused by u idiots…!



A apologize if anyone feel unhappie about this but seriously… those people who caused me into deep sorrows after the accident… I don’t like you and I hate u~ the next time if I were to come across such accident… just watch…I’ll spank your ass with bass ball bats with nails and smash your head to the drain…. Swear to god…


May DEVIL bless u~

tiring nite ...

Me n lieh wei’s have just done our spring cleaning… in the middle of the night!!

Yup… that’s right… unlike ordinary living creature… we as bats do our daily routine during night time…

On Saturday… there’ll be a new tenant moving into lieh wei’s house already… that is why we have to do at least something to welcome her presence…

Okay… miss new tenant… you’ve to take note on things I’m about to mention now…

I’ve cleaned the fan for u… although I’m terrifically allergic and sensitive to dust…
I’ve mopped your floor… although I’ve this crazy phobia about touching the mop… (of course, sterilization have been carried out after that before I touch any part of ma body… hehe~)


Well… you might say that its not really a big deal for just doing these few house chores… but for me… its kind of a big challenge already…I’m a pampered child since I was young… mummy hardly ask me to help her in any chore… so… haha~ I guess u’ve roughly knew what I’m trying to say here…

Its quite fun to do so in the middle of the night… I have no idea why…

As a conclusion… Mr. Tiong-big-eater gets more hungry after working for hours…after cleaning the house…I need food ~~~

for this moment

for this moment... i feel that there are these people who cares about me more then the other....at least a bit... i love yall ..!

me.... who me....

seriously thinking.... i am really negligible to anyone... i'm never important to anyone anywhere...

i was thinking...if i'm now vanished from the surface of the earth.... who would found out eventually...? who would care frankly...

everything seems to go on smoothly with or without my presence... everyone live life happily with or without me in it....


i think God is trying to get rid of me by putting me into so so so many problems and obstacles.... i think somehow i don't really belong to anywhere.... to anyone...

argh ..... !!!!

how i wish i could get to a no-man island now... to shout my lungs out..... !!


ARGH ..............!!!

another black day ... ...

unlike the others... i don't need beer and liquor to make myself feel better.... simply ribena or starbucks will do...

it is no longer the same today... I've taken two bottles of ribena but still..it does not cure... what had happened to me? I've no idea at all..

life recently is totally a mess... now i finally understand what exactly is 'miserable'...

its really so unlucky all these while... lots of unhappiness and lots of sorrows... am i being cursed or what? tried so hard to not to be so superstitious but i couldn't... things just happen like they were purposely arranged... I'm stepping into mud over and over again.... more like shit probably...

shitty tiong... u really ARE shitty...